You created your own inevitability anyway. With each failed suicide, we collapsed into worse debt. It was almost ironic since our money issues created your depression in the first place. At some point, I had to step in and take care of the situation myself. You were more depressed than ever and determined to kill yourself, and I couldn’t afford another failed attempt or two before you succeeded. It’s funny that you always got annoyed with my need to make the best out of bad situations.